Im curled up like a ball, my arms around my legs hugging them tightly onto my chest. The weather's so cold, especially at night time. It was drizzling slightly in the afternoon anyway - At least there wasnt a thunderstorm like the past few days.


I cant help it. I really cant. Those voices in my head are yelling, screaming, telling me to give up. Nobody likes you. Nobody loves you. Stop trying and quit pretending to be bubbly. I want to scream so loud till everyone in the world turns deaf. But that would probably mean id have no more voice left after.


Why cant i be normal? Why cant i FEEL normal? Urgh.


Why cant i juz feel loved again? Im so unwanted. Why cant i juz do everything right? You do not like me. You would not like me. Not ever. At least thats what i feel. Give it up, girl..


Street Festival.. Cant wait! Please please please let it be fun and enjoyable! Really dont wanna screw up on that day. Ill do my best, i promise! :D Doll Thrash will rock the stage! Wont let you guys down.. :)


Sheeks!! How am i gonna get rid of acne in less than 24 hrs?? Of all days, it had to happen to me now.. I've tried lotsa various ways.. Toothpaste, acne treatment cream, not putting make up (now thats a big sacrifice to me you know!).. Blahh.. Please let it be ok by tml morning.. Then, i'd conceal it with foundation.. UrGhHh.. Ugly duckling..! :(


Dont want it to affect my tml...

Im curled up like a ball, my arms around my legs hugging them tightly onto my chest. The weather's so cold, especially at night time. It was drizzling slightly in the afternoon anyway - At least there wasnt a thunderstorm like the past few days.


I cant help it. I really cant. Those voices in my head are yelling, screaming, telling me to give up. Nobody likes you. Nobody loves you. Stop trying and quit pretending to be bubbly. I want to scream so loud till everyone in the world turns deaf. But that would probably mean id have no more voice left after.


Why cant i be normal? Why cant i FEEL normal? Urgh.


Why cant i juz feel loved again? Im so unwanted. Why cant i juz do everything right? You do not like me. You would not like me. Not ever. At least thats what i feel. Give it up, girl..


Street Festival.. Cant wait! Please please please let it be fun and enjoyable! Really dont wanna screw up on that day. Ill do my best, i promise! :D Doll Thrash will rock the stage! Wont let you guys down.. :)


Sheeks!! How am i gonna get rid of acne in less than 24 hrs?? Of all days, it had to happen to me now.. I've tried lotsa various ways.. Toothpaste, acne treatment cream, not putting make up (now thats a big sacrifice to me you know!).. Blahh.. Please let it be ok by tml morning.. Then, i'd conceal it with foundation.. UrGhHh.. Ugly duckling..! :(


Dont want it to affect my tml...